fly like a little dragon.

term 2 of sch.

2006-10-03T08:58:00.000+08:00

i think i am moving on to a new blogspot soon. i am really busy with school. it's term 2 and i have a new project to be completed in 5 more weeks. after that it's the holidays. i'm going to get a job that pays me ard 5$ and hour.

i met lot's of new people ever since school started. and i love all of them except for one. hahaa! i seriously need a good personal timetable. i always reach home around 12. and that's really unhealthy. i need more time to sleep and do homewrk.

jamming next week and i am really looking forwrd to it. bass guitar coming soon i hope. gig is on december. in need of a new vocalist.

i've dyed my hair red. and now i look like a strawberry. hafiz cut my hair yesterday. it somewhat looked like tegan and sara. hahahaa!

shall update something nice soon, i hope.

need to do some timetable.

2006-08-21T19:58:00.000+08:00

i've been so busy lately. i need a proper plan. so, i will have time for school, my boys, friends, band session, quality time alone, rest. i think after this i shall make my very own timetable and also finish up my freaking 2D!

last saturday, i had a photoshoot with the gempol society by d.enemiko. everyone were supposed to wear a white top and i wore the top that maya bought for me. =) after that the rest planned to go to zouk or homeclub. im not sure. ahh, im still 16. so i headed home and treated herman kfc at causeway point.

arrie called me on sunday and asked me to follow him to stadium. cause he wanted to go jogging. im so lazy. so i just watched and tried to complete my blind drawing. met daobin, irwan, sheng feng and hafiz. hours later after arrie became a sweating pig, followed him home and waited for him to shower and stuff while i still continue my art. =S then we went to the coffeeshop to grab dinner. 1/2 spring chicken rice. ate at 141. as usual i didnt finish up my food. hahaa!

the gempol society planned to get dinner at carls jr. sometimes next week. im only left with 50$. and im saving it for the fleamarket at zouk next month. -__-" i think they will change plan and eat at mos burger instead. yay!

i like sch!!!!

2006-08-13T01:18:00.000+08:00

school is fun and boring at the same time. i love my vee-ass-one-eye and the gempol society very much. i hate 2D lessons. i cannot be late on tuesday. not even one minute. i like external drawing and 3D. i always fell asleep during internal drawing. i don't have to bring anything on friday. which is good because every friday, everyone wants to have fun. so it won't be a hastle if i were to bring my artstuff all around. lastweek, i took the cab 3times cause i was late. i will die if i dont have any money to school. at least 5$.

anyway, the gempol society is consist of -hafiz, parv, myself, herman, vans, estee and matt.

i'm only close with andrew emokid, nicole monroe, jaqjaq and ernest rnbking in class. there's only 5 malays in class and im not even close with one. hahaa! desmond is very cute. people call him sly. but i think he look like hyde somehow. =D

the food in school makes me puke. it taste so blend. i've tried the foodcourt nearby. the chinese food taste nicer. im tired of macdees. blame matt. we always go there for dinner.

theres lots of homework. i need to go shopping everyweek. i need a proper schedule. i need a job. i need to eat less.

day one of school

2006-07-22T01:03:00.000+08:00

i went to school with herfiz and his friend. i really forget what his name was. hahaa! anyway, reached school around 10.10am. and the orientation was supposed to be from 10am-5pm. we cabut at 11am and had murtabak at zamzam instead. -.-" i don't even know which class i belong to. then we went to the apple service centre at orchard cause of his ipod. but the person said had to go to yo chu kang. i accompanied him since i have no plans. the sun was killing us sia!

reached woodlands around 4plus and i was damned sleepy. i even took the wrong esclator. people laughed at me instead of telling me that i took the bloody thing wrongly.

met fir, irsyad and hilmi behind 1million at 8pm. yay, i don't know how to skate! then hilmi teached me some stuff and we even skate on one longboard together. hahaa! cute lah hilmi with his scorpions hair. anyway, we were screened by the pigs. -.-"

chilli crab. it was actually instant noodles lor.

hope my sexy kushkush is having fun at melaca with his family now.

rabaknye anak dare ni......

2006-07-20T00:59:00.001+08:00

school starting in 2 days time. and i've been sleeping at 5am since i don't know when. yesterday i tried to sleep at 12am. after i switched off the comp, i felt hungry and i totally forgot about sleeping. i have ridiculous panda eyes right now. it look very horrid. i can't even hide it with eyeliner. somehow it makes my eyes look even worst.

i think i'm the worst anak dara ever. i don't have a proper bedtime. i eat whatever i want. i have a messy room. i shower once a day unless i sweat. i switch on the comp once i woke up and switch it off only i feel sleepy or i've plans to go out. i only help my mum in the kitchen when she shouts out my name.

you know something, hilmi can cook nasi goreng. i can't even do that. he cleaned and organised his room, swept the house floor just this morning. what was i doing when he was doing something meaningfull? i was sleeping. and i thought all boys are lazy. im wrong.

i think hilmi will make a good bf. =D

macam dah bukan baybeats jer =^o^=

2006-07-17T17:57:00.000+08:00

i am very tired and i need sleep. i went to all 3 days of baybeats. it somewhat makes me hate the environment down there. matrep-ians moshing? thats something new and fucking disgusting.

friday: the crowd was just nice. good people. i went home with my a deep scar on my lips and a huge blublack on my arms. =/

saturday: i went with darla, maya and my boys. went back wlds and followed my boys skate at wlds interchange. thanks to kushkush for the bike ride. i went back home at 11am. sleepy...

sunday: was supposed to go with hilmi. luckily, theres some more people to join us.

okay, now im late for my session.

so many events so little time.

2006-07-14T03:01:00.000+08:00

again, full moon is here. might be going to the beach with my kor, ahmadeii. i pity him. such a sad ending in his relationship. but, life goes on! i always put fiq's favourite qoute in mind. LoveSux. hahaa! party first maa. xD

july, the month i've been waiting for this year.
~~07:darla's birthday~~
14-16:baybeats 2006
20:sister's birthday
21:lasalle orientation
22:tapestry at heeren
24:school starts
29:the mixtape theory/moshpit volume 1

i can only remember some. i really forget the rest. i know i'll be having lots of outing with my boys. i need a camera, fast.

i still can't decide who to go baybeats with. i've yet to tell sadiq that i won't be going to catch pirates with him. i just hope my date for tomorrow smells nice. hahaa! date? wtf. if it's just so difficult, i might as well go with my band or hilmi apek. lol.

CONGRATS to pandamilk for becoming a Fighter at level 30. secondjob already! so happy. no more stupid PQ. i also get experience of becoming a leader for 3 PQ. it was fun ordering people what to do but i hate changeing chanels. ashmok calles me maplefreak. =\ but my bestfriend alip is a hardcore gamefreak. 24hrs ranonline. 24hrs sleep. now level 131. and thats explains why he gain so much weight. erks!

anyway, i was on a conversation with someone earlier and we were talking about having a bf/gf. he is so silly. he dares me to gt a bf with a misai. whatever it is, i don't need a bf right now. hahaa! cause nowdays boys tends to use lots of money. seriously.

being obsessed. hw weird.

2006-07-12T02:15:00.001+08:00

tell me, is it a good thing being so obsessed with someone you know for just a few weeks. i think the answer is no. because you don't know the person true colours yet and you might(eventually) hurt youself.

i don't know. somehow i think it's bloody silly for someone being obsessed with someone in just a short time.

here's an example. what if the whole school knew you're obsessed with this ubercool hot guy. he talks to you almost everyday actually because he does not want you to feel stupid. every girl in school thinks he's to die for. and so one day this guy thinks you're boring and dosen't want to contact you anymore. the next day, the whole school finds out. how would you feel?

what im trying to say is, being obsessed with a guy like this is just wasting your precious time unless you've known him for 4 years! hahaa.

heeeh heeeh ((iii))

2006-07-11T00:44:00.000+08:00

firstly, italy won the world cup. so much for darla saying "viva la francis!". zidane headbutt was awsome. kaapow! im quite sad brazil didn't make it this year. im not a soccer fan but all i know it that, i love ronaldo. screw you people!

i love today. the wdp reunion thingy wasnt like a reunion. it was more like a neighbourhood gathering at wdp. there's only darham, nabilah, chomel, azhar and me. we were fucking late. we end up walking around the school and talking to the teachers. mr max chua recognise me! mr menon still has his misai unshaven. -.-"

we left at around 9.20pm and headed to cwp cause andy asked me to wait for him finish work. i saw emmil at 711. hahaa! then we get to watch SupermanReturns. it was kindda slow. andy came to the movie halfway and he asked me to accompany him smoke inside toilet. siao. then andy and i watched Recycle for only 30mins. ghost story sial!! i was like covering my face all the way. and the cb andy kept on shouting "Boo! Argh! taupon takot" wtf. kalau tau i didnt follow him in the first place. we went back to hall 2 but darham and nabilah went home already. aiyer.. then we walked home since no bus.

anyway, today was my first time watching 2 movies on the same day. and i just found out that andy's dad name has two D. mine is just one. hahaa!

and i saw my bestfriend!

2006-07-08T23:19:00.000+08:00

the mia musica was fun. i get to see lots of people. i saw sir hairi growing tall.
my jing yu, lola, rekkha and lots lots more. i miss the band family. i remember when i was still in the band, they called me bawang cause my name somewhat sounds like onion to them. -.-"

there was a break before the chinese ochestra performance. everyone rushed out to hug one another. i went down to follow my mum to the toilet but i ran towards this guy who wears a black hooded sweater and black everything instead. i hugged him from the back. guess who? it was my super sexy kush kush arrie!! he has short hair! his eyebrow piercing is rather cute i guess. it makes him look like a different person. but i only get to spend less then 10mins with him. and his hp kena cut off. sob sob.

well, arrie sure made my day =D. i wasn't in a good mood since early in the morning cause my mum naggs at me for waking up late and stuff.

childish?

2006-07-08T04:32:00.000+08:00

i want the old times back. where i get to be happy like a pap kid everyday. smile and laugh at almost anything. i miss having a huge crush on ~~bunny~~. i miss people playing around with my hair and make it look as if i just out of bed. i miss being left out as the boys make way to the toilet. i miss watching mr sexy telling the lj people "combo1 add aside fries and coleslaw" with a huge grin on his face. i miss going to town instead of studying for our n lvl. i miss my sillykids really bad. =(

it's the time of the year again. confusion hits me. god, please give me some clue. this is not right.

anyway,
happy 17th birthday my darling darlasue. je t'aime vous êtes le meilleur!

++[[PrEeTii.mUcH.OkiiEz]]++

2006-07-05T18:07:00.000+08:00

last saturday afternoon, i got a surprise msg. it was from my pri 5 crush. hehehee. he asked me out but i was to tired. -.-" the day before he msged me, i saw him with his gf. somehow i feel that things just kept on repeating itself. one come, makes you happysad then go. then, another one comes.

the wdp reunion dinner was just actually not true. it's just an opening ceremony and graduates can come. july 10th. and i would only go if there's more then 6 people going.

ystd night had conference with maya, kiong, taufiq and arrie. they said maya and i have the same voice. wtf? andandand! i was happy that we had conference. cause when everyone has hangup, i get to talk with my kushkush arrie. hahahaa! babi lah dia.
-.-" someone still owe me icecream! >.<

"Hey fat ass... u cn call me nw... bt i hvnt call de rez.." -mr sexy

pantat kassim betul.

2006-07-02T03:45:00.000+08:00

ystd, cassiopeia went jamming. =) the bass is getting heavier. lols. after that, we went our seperate ways. ash jammed with aja, dany had to go home cause he wanted to stay over at bras basah to buy his guitar on sat. so kiasu, like mr.bean. so nas and i walked ard cwp for abit. saw this cute baby. then the mother like knn. i was half asleep when i was walking cause i slept very late the other day and i was very hungry. afterwards, we went to the coffeeshop near cwp and to meet g. after drinking lemonade, i felt so fresh. i went off to meet kb, ruz, hafiz and feroz at 169 at ard 10.30. they said i look fat. hahaa! cb.

i had fun today. taufiq gave me a wake up call at 1plus. lol. he asked me wether the ice cream outing with him is confirm or not. i was very lazy and have no mood to go out at all. ard 6.30, i didnt have anything to do besides maple-ing, i called him and met him, wak, daeng and their friend at lucky plaza. they said i gained weight. nie lagi satu punya turtle. hahaa! followed them played pool. saw andy with his friend. then we walked to esplanade and did some catching up and stuff.

reached home 10mins before 1am. and my stupid brother didnt turn the adt alarm off. and when i opened the door, both my parents woke up. hahaa! then i had to make milo and coffee for my dad while he's watching soccer. apadahh!

time check 4.06am. i don't know why lately, i've been sleeping very late. betul punya panda.

memories.

2006-06-27T17:54:00.000+08:00

i was browsing through my old blogspot and i found lots of funny/sweet/weird stuff. when i was in sec 2, still in msl band with my huge euphonium. mixed with chinese and bullies malays. had a chinese bf. hahaa! going to the arcade, sushi outings, every saturday.

in sec 3, i started to hate myself. i thought that getting a mohawk could make one happy. i was wrong. through out that whole year, it was like everything i do, i do it for crappy bunny. how stupid. hahaa!

when i was in sec 4, i hate boys except for my classmates. because boys are weird. they like to make you feel like you are the one, then they will hurt your feelings like nbccbknnassholefuckaneneh sia. at the end of the year i gt myself some real bestie. hahaa.

i found this from one of my last year post. it was from shahnor my evil twin during our short convo in msn.

me: halus!
evil: haloo!
evil: i want to log out.
me: uh huh.
evil: i jus drop by to say haloo...
me: how sweet
evil: thanx for approaching me
me: mmkays :)
evil: i dun expect to...take care
me: you too take care
evil: hope u enjoy ur weekend
me: same goes to you.
evil: good night. bye-bye.
me: byees!
evil: :) aniwae remember dat i melt in ur mouth not in anybody hand...
me: i sure will! <3!

ahh, i miss those happy days. i wonder what will happen to me when i turned 23.

penat like babii.

2006-06-25T20:50:00.000+08:00

the chalet at aloha loyang was fun. it was actually my first time going there. the place is huge. the beach is small. i'm not a beach person but i like the smell of the beach. it's like very entah lah eh. best lah feeling dia.

the second day, i planned to catch the sunsets with cassiopeia but they came like ard 11pm. hahaa! cause dany was busy with his lifeguard course. while waithing for them, i went to the arcade with my cousins. we played para2. sial so long didn't play that. the last time was during my sec 2 yrs. i finished up my 10 50cents coins on the aeroplane war game. hahaa. when cassiopeians came, we session till 3plus. played cards, gossips and stuff. ard 6.30 we headed to the beach to catch the sunrise. on the way to the beach we saw lots of kittens inside a drain. so cute! we also saw a frog. then nas said pointing to himself "the prince is here!" hahaa.

not yet okay.

2006-06-22T02:55:00.000+08:00

my sorethroat was gone this morning and it came back. lol. so last week i have not eaten much and i lost weight. yay. but still not enough. i still weigh 42kg!

i woke up pretty early today and i followed my sis to her friends house to catch scary movie4. i ate chocolates. then off to danys' for session and he gave me lots of kit-kats. before heading home, i went to ntuc and bought myself gold almond and ice cream for the apek naik motor. so, here i am agian with a sorethroat.

there will be an audition this friday at ite semei. i have no idea what its all about actually. and i will be away on friday till sunday to darla's chalet. anyone who is free. do come. partay sama saya! kita minum dulu. k, bedek.

i miss arrie aikau.

2006-06-21T00:32:00.000+08:00

somehow i think i don't deserve to friends with some poeple. it's bloody irritating okay. i'm not being mean or whatever. only god knows how much i love every single one of my friends. and of course lah, theres additional "love" to my besties.

few days ago i was chatting with taufiq and i told him that i cannot understand boys besides him. hahaa! taufiq is the best. minus his crappiness lah. but wth. okay, one of the sillykids likes this girl in my sec sch but omg of all the girls. because of this, our friendship is now unstable. no more latenight phonecalls, hanging out and stuff. i read his testimonials and stuff the other day. and from there, i can bet with you that he likes her. but he wont admit it to me. haish. i mean if its about another girl its okay lah. aiyer, no point lah kan ini semua. and yes, i dont wish to put his name here. hahaa! i like his advise. merepek but good. i remember one time when that stupididiotnbccbskinheadfuckerassholerahmat incidence. thank god he was there when i need him. awhh, i miss appleface. =(

my flu+headache+fever+supersorethroat is getting worser sia. i want chocolates. i want icecream!

headacheeeee.

2006-06-15T17:51:00.000+08:00

before i went to sleep ystd, i had 2 glasses of cold ribena, 2 snickers and some mnm's. i dreamt about weird stuff again. anyway, i woke up with a red eye and my throat hurts like fuck. after my shower, suddenly theres this stupid headache lah sial.

everything around me is very confusing. i was playing maple killing some wild boars. then i was half asleep like that. i pressed the z button all the way and my maple died. haish. since 3pm all i had was an apple. and a snickers lah.

i guess i wont be catching sevensundays today at plaza singapura. somehow, now i miss my sillykids like fuck. can't wait for this saturday. i hope it wont turn out into a double-date. eee. i still remember last year. of all the people lah sial. haish. like knn betul.

now i think im going to sleep or go ntuc to get greentea or something for a bit.

i guess things are getting pretty serious - chip.

2006-06-13T11:31:00.000+08:00

full moon is here! full moon is here! woohoo.

ystd, i had a very weird dream. it was a bit scary, funny and also very confusing. i was chased by two huge blue mushroom and a wild boar. fuck sia. they didn't attack me or whatever. they were just jumping towards me. hahaa! then suddenly i saw a portal, i went in and i was at a safe place. somewhat look like a shop. then i called my friends[northriders lah sial] to pick me up. they said that they were skimming at yck swimming pool. because it was a full moon. full moon = huge waves. but wtf, swimming pool? so, they couldn't pick me up. then muchiruu came to the shop and handed me 3 keychains. it's a wild boar tooth and two blue mush cap. hahaa!

i still don't get whats the moral of the story is. too much of playing games i guess.

last sunday gig at yp was fun. saw lots of cute poeple. babi i dont have a camera. then i went to ijstudio. only god knows how much i hate that place. it was like a sauna lah sial. and again, i didn't realised that i was standing near a moshpit cause i was a bit dizzy. then this boy was moshing then he step on my feet. knn! thats the reason why i went to school and town ystd with slippers. hahaa!

i need icecream. i need food.

home lah home.

2006-06-07T17:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday was 060606. nothing special happen. wtf. hahaa. anyway, im going home today and finally can play maple peacefully. yay!

just now 4s3 had this conversation in msn. everyone was typing non-stop. ks sia. then marcus said somehow he felt as if we were at the back at the class talking shit. hahaa. stupid dog. it was fun lah actually. i just had my shower lerr. hahaa.

ouh yah, today i woke up before 12. hahahaa. then azmi asked me to go out with him but then till now did call/msg me leh. hahaa. gila. later will be meeting fatty dany and ashruff. to get the tix for sunday gig @ij. wahh, i dont really like going there. but for dany sake. hahaa.

erms, thank god that my friendship with arrie was okay. cause i think we had a little conflict over stupid stuff. and like what darla said, just enjoy the ride. u wont know whats going to happen next. so right now, im just going to partay! no lah bedek. if anything happens, i still have my yo!bestfriend. hahahaa. fuck u lah babi. jangan macam paham.

happy birthday to shahriza!! so long didnt see her. miss her lah.

trust jane and buy her chocolates/ice cream and u will be safe.
=D

hair bah

2006-06-05T23:51:00.000+08:00

school starting next month and i need ~~a haircut~~ to trim my hair or maybe dye my hair to purple again or smtg. hahaa. i need to get my very own trusty hairstylist. if not, i've to stick to my mum or arrie. lol. i also need to get new hairwax. i miss my vee-chopped bangs. cause now my bangs are like poking my eye. whatever it is i need to keep my hair long. not like a mermaid lahs. aiyohh.

feb 05

april 05 hahaa. i look like a boy!

may 05 birdie/focus/mocking bird. lol!

june 05

july 05

aug 05

oct 05

nov 05

april 06 power ranger sia.

may 06

june 06 [yesterday lahs]

so old liao.

2006-05-31T19:43:00.000+08:00

fuck-flu-fuck-flu. i went to shing siong to help my mum abit. haha. i bought lots of chocolates and cheese and ribena! yey. fuck-flu-fuck-flu. i made mac and cheese for dinner today.

im so penat sia. i did the laundry, wash the super dirty dishes and clean the living room. but still, my room is in a mess. =D i need rest. i need sleep. i need my hot green tea cause i've been making stupid pig noise since this morning. nyaa~

anyway, happy 17th birthday to uncle ruzae and happy18th birthday to my baby john!

[frm left: imman and ruz]

xmen yey!

2006-05-31T00:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday i bought a new battery for my dead hp. today i bought a new hp charger. haha! so now my hp is alive and kicking! nyaa~

today my brother woke me up at 11am cause i had to attend this meeting with his teacher. so mafan. my brother failed his english and his teacher was like "ur bro ah, have lots of room to improve. u teach him ok. ok." haha! i almost fell asleep during the conversation.

then like ard 2plus, met ashruff. he wanted to use the pc real bad. then my mum called me to meet her outside the library cause she wanted to pass some money. i told ashruff to wait for me for a bit. so mum gave me the money then i went to get icecream lah. haha! i went back to the library and couldnt find ashruff anywhere. cause he went home already. -,-"

i walked around cwp like gundu. played some xbox 360 games for a bit and then sat/slept at the the fountain near mos burger for around 45mins while waiting for hyder to finish sch. haha! then kita akhirnya dapat juga tengok xmen3! excited gila babi lah sial! hahaha.

i just had my dinner. fyi, my stomach like fuck sia. made so much noise in the cinema. ^_^

xmen ahh.

2006-05-28T13:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday i wanted to catch xmen with hyder. but, we failed to get any tickets. we went to 4 diff cinema. from the new cathay to plaza spura to cinelisure and even to lido. ahh, babi! i really wanted to watch xmen sia. aiyer..

went to cityhall to get something to eat then to esplanade. saw froggy on the way to esplanade. haha! went to the rooftop to catch the sunset. yey! hahaha. then like around 8.30 we watched the 70's band performance. haha. an apek on the keyboard sia. so cute. and i just realised that hyder's hair is longer then mine. haha! and he said it's still consider as short. -.-" reached home at around 10 plus. haha. early, i know. haha!

then like around 12.15 the whole family went out to get something to eat. i don't like eating past midnight sia. will make one grow fat easily. haha!

i'm not sure whats my plan for today is. maybe go shopping since my dad got his bonus or maybe go meet hyder to get ice cream. -.-" this is what you get if you mix with a chocolate addict. >_<

no lah.

2006-05-26T17:33:00.000+08:00

disclaimer: kireiida isn't really my boyfriend. i was just spouting names to ward off unwanted attention.

bgr in maple.

2006-05-25T23:40:00.000+08:00

hahahaa! today my mum woke me up super early at 10 in the morning. yey! taylor is the new american idol. haha. he look just like my uncle mark sia. actually my plan for today was to sleep till hyder gets back frm jamming then play maple until ks. haha. so, my mission failed.

i ate alot today. cb, like superpig sia. i made mac and cheese for lunch. then for dinner i made my own pasta mixed with lots of ketchup. haha! the thing i hate most about cooking is that i have to wash the dishes. now my hands are very clean sia. and nw i need to polish my nails again. aiyer! lazy lah.

so, i was maple-ing just now and this happen.
xxwadexx: wan to be my gf?
xxwadexx: wan to be my gf?
pandamilk: ?
xxwadexx: be my maple gf.
pandamilk: i gt bf liao.
xxwadexx: who?
pandamilk: kireiiida.
fucker. haha! he was crying sia. stupid sotong umbrella.

ice cream tak jadi.

2006-05-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

today, i woke up early uh. 11.15am. morning sia. actually hyder msg then my hp just beside my ear. like fuck sia. haha!

around 2plus haven't makan yet then straight away go dany's house with ashrap cause theres session with cs. excited lah. then as usual, dany house so hot. fan also no use. dany so fat sia. now his body size like ashrap liao. i think he also eat babi. ok bedek. so we played some tsunami bomb, paramore and stupid originals. haha. now i forget already uh. ouh! dany gave me a new creative earpiece! both my white earpiece like fuck. cause that time, i stepped on it. haha! stupid like fishcake.

then like around 6 met hyder the ^_^. at first i really feel like eating ice cream. but then i havent eat anything yet. so we bought food frm lj's then go lvl 6 carpark eat lor. then played some videos on his laptop. haha! outside cwp about to walk home, saw my sexy arrie aikau. haha! fuck, now so thin sia. then went to halfway for a bit just to say hello to the northriders. lol!

so now im supposed to play maple. haha! kk, byebye!

bubble tea!

2006-05-23T00:55:00.000+08:00

i've finished watching all 26 episode of Da Capo! im not sure wether to continue with the second season or not. Kimi ga Nozomu Eien is very touching sia. ive only watched till episode 2. haha! sedih gila babi uh tu cerita. i think i shall wait for my sis to get back hm and then watch it with her.

just now i bought bubble tea with hyde. first time ever i didn't finished it. cause the weather is so cold. sit at the blk near fuchun sec. played the i dont know what game. use hairband lah. pri sch game. then go cwp want to refill zippo. cb, bus come so late sia. saw endra inside bus. air-con full balst pulak tu. babi. walk ard cwp and then go toilet with aunties, so sleepy sia. hyde bought sushi then eat at titanic then we walk back home lah. if take bus so cold what. stupid.

this morning, i amik roti and spread lots of nutella atas dia and taruk 2 chicken nuggets. then makan. lapas tu sakit perut. this is what i call, macam paham!

okay good night!

weekend

2006-05-22T00:52:00.000+08:00

i am so fucking sleepy! =_= zzZZ...

yesterday, there was a kenduri tahlil at pasir ris. then i had to wear a baju kurung of course. haha! this time i borrowed from my sis. before going to the kenduri, i went to the cemetery for a bit. it's quiet windy. reached pasir ris at around 2 plus. after the baca-baca doa finished, makan semua, i went to my cousin's room and just sit and did nothing. boring like fishcake. so i sleep lah. when i woke up, my body ache like pencil. ahh! then at night, dad brought us to this shop to get dinner. cb, so late still need to eat. then no choice mah. -.-

last saturday, i went to catch this phillippine jazz band with hyde. first we went to far east for no reason and then we walked to city hall and we got lost cause we walked the other route. -.-" then, my toe got blisters. cb! reached esplanade at around 7.30. then saw rauzan the stupid kids central kid. like knn sia. the face macam mousepad. at first i want to buy chocolates but then i still have sore throat. so i bought ice mountain instead since i didn't bring along my water bottle. stupid sia. then the band finished performing. nothing else to do. hyde bought chocolate ice cream!! cb. i ate only abit lah. cause throat still like knn. then we went to hmv at heeren. this time take train. my leg pain wat. like ard 10.30 still got nothing to do. but very sleepy liao. both of us kept yawning like stupid turtle. before that bought green tea then go home lor!

if i have lots of money, i wish to buy my very own Dear Daniel. ^._.^

ben and jerry

2006-05-15T15:03:00.001+08:00

ystd, i woke up and ate some cookie oats and i got a sore throat. eh, it rhymes! -.-"

at ard 7plus it's time for me to goback home from amk. before that i met hyder at cwp to get ben and jerrys. we ate at the carpark. haha! so cina. and i get a good view of the full moon! then hyder took out his bass guitar!! so long didn't play bass. excited sak! but i was too excited and i forgot most of the songs that i know how to play. im such an ass. somehow i feel like want to curi his bass like that. listened to some trance and i don't know what jap songs lah in his mp3. haha! then i let him listen to the song that i made[raidah, you've heard it before. haha!] he said my voice like **cc* vocalist. cb. so diff sia. make ppl paisey only.

i need a bf for a bass guitar! lmfao!

2006-05-14T15:14:00.000+08:00

last friday i went to meet hyder at plaza spura. then he told me that we are going to catch a movie with his friends at the new cathay. the movie title was the The Voice. it was damn scary for me lah. even hyder kept saying cb for i don't know how many times. haha! for those of you who know me well, you should know that im such a kehcngciy! when it comes to these type of stuff. haha! seriously.

for example, when i was i secondary sch, whenever my friends/teacher talks bout scary shits, i will always run/move away/get out of the class. because i, because i don't know why.

and yesterday i went to the lime fleamarket at town. i bought myself some bangles, belts and i forgot what else. i didn't get to buy a top again. haish! then at ard 8 darla and i went to broadcast at sub c. paid 10bucks and we only get to watch 4 bands. i had fun. before going home, went to eat prata at sembawang rd. see lah, eat past midnight. confirm gain weight. -.-"

okay byebye`

may!

2006-05-10T01:07:00.000+08:00

there will be fair opening soon near causeway point. menarik! means there will be pasar malam too! means TAKOYAKI! haha!

this week im going to cut Arr Captain's hair and get money. yesss!

for the past few day, i ate roti and drank lots of plain water and etc lah. and i lost 2 kg. haha. "ah, in just a short time!"

btw, that knnccbknsnb will no longer in my friend list. yess! if you guys know who im refering to lah eh.

ouh ouh! my maple! haha. still alive and kicking. cute like me. okay bedek. during weekdays i can only train myself cause my master hyder have school what. so on weekends, i can walk2 ard victoria island with my master hyder disguise as a girl. michiruu! hahas!

next week there's session and stuff with cs. i think lah. im not sure. cb! i miss playing the bass like fuck! i asked my dad to buy me one and he said "ask your bf to buy for you lah!"
-.-" what sia. no bf no bass guitar.

lol. gila ppl will only go after me sia. hahas! might as well wait for randy orton/conor oberst. confirm menarik.

who wants my leftover snickers?

friend.

2006-05-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

my maple now level 11. and i've become the warrior. thanks so hyde.

im sleepy. good night!

anime!!!

2006-04-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

My japanese name is Fujiwara (wisteria fields) Michiyo (three thousand generations).
Take your real japanese name generator!

i love online games. thanks to alip.
my maple:papershots
my gunbound:paperstar09

tmrw, im going to dwld some shaman king and bleach series.

dream

2006-04-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

today i cooked my own dinner. i made mac with mushroom and kechup. actually, i don't know whats its called.

biar hanya ALLAH sajer yg tahu says:
i dreamt of u!
biar hanya ALLAH sajer yg tahu says:
u incy wincy spider!
bang.smack.ouch. says:
haha!
bang.smack.ouch. says:
what am i doing in you dreams?
biar hanya ALLAH sajer yg tahu says:
standing behind me malu to talk 2 me
bang.smack.ouch. says:
haha!
bang.smack.ouch. says:
you know why?
bang.smack.ouch. says:
because kita sudah lama tak jumpa!
biar hanya ALLAH sajer yg tahu says:
hahah!

and yesterday i dreamt about yantaro. and the day before that, tasha. this is what happen when you miss someone.

bike ard

2006-04-19T20:31:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i spent my whole afternoon sleeping. the rain makes me sleep like a pig i tell you! when i woke up at 7pm, i found the blue light on my cellphone beamed. zu called he was at my void deck with his friend's bike and natural born killers cd. so i went down and he gave me a ride around marsiling with the half-dead bike. it was a drizzling and the weather was fucking cold.

learning guitar chords is so fun. i want a new acoustic guitar. bass guitar too, please! haha!

today i forgot to buy my soap and tomorrow i have to share it with my sister. bluergh! and now i still have not eaten anything yet since this morning.

i'm off to the kitchen now!

blah

2006-04-18T01:48:00.000+08:00

i've a bad tummyache since yesterday after eating my mum's sambal. so in the meantime i can't eat any spicy food or my tummy will have jamming session for more than hour. today i had, pringles, 2 toast bread, hello panda and 8 glass of plain water. i've learnt to play chords on the guitar. woohoo!

tomorrow im going to get natural born killers from zu. at least i have something to do while it's raining outside. haha!

i miss insane iain! he makes me laugh at my computer screen till my jaw hurts everytime he is on his webcam. haha!

bubble tee!

2006-04-17T01:17:00.000+08:00

while i was in the shower, zu msged me. he was under my void deck and i had to rushed down with my wet hair. haha! so he accompanied me to get my bubble tea and we went to causeway point for a bit. okay the main thing is, he wanted to say sorry for everything. boo!

i realised something, weird boys always go after me and that is so scary. im not bragging. for those who know me, you know what im talking about. this thing is so freaking irritating okay.

today, i found out about this hairstylist who can make a very good chocolate drink for just a dollar.

last of zu.

2006-04-15T17:05:00.000+08:00

so what if you play the drums bloody well? so what if you have two super cars? so what if billions of girls like you? so what if you can buy me a ben and jerry's ice cream shop? so what if you are the male version of paris hilton? so what if you're going to be cyclops this may?

so what if you can be all that but you can't control yourself. i thought you've changed over these years. but i thought wrong. you became worst.

i don't need you. you can have all the girls in the world you want. not me. i don't want to be like one of them. people will laugh at me if i do that.

i have better boy-friends to hangout with. even if they like to tease me. at least they care. they don't go around and crap about themself.

you suck. they rock.

science guy, uhuh.

2006-04-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

i can't wait for marsiling secondary's sports day tomorrow.
i can't wait for sillykids outing next saturday.
i can't wait for my date with lola next sunday.
i can't wait to watch natural born killers next week.
i can't wait to take picture with cyclops.
i can't wait for x-men the movie come this may.
i can't wait for school to start come this july.
i can't wait to make myself oreo cheese cake when my mum gets her money.

i have so many "i can't wait for" things to list down. now, all i need is money.
gimme gimme gimme. HEY ME MONEY!

zu made a vampire's fangs. it look so real. haha.

sorry zu!

2006-04-11T00:16:00.000+08:00

because yesterday his cell phone has a weak battery. and my cell phone was going nuts. so today, he msged me.

"i was waiting for your call. if you had called me, i will eventually picked up the phone..."

i was my fault actually. i didn't read the msg he send to me last night cause i was too busy having fun with my friends watching how weird the clouds look. bleah!

now he is being such an emo kid. the good news is, you know ITE student's holidays just started. for 3 weeks. and yey!, that means, i can hangout with him more! and stuffing pink candy floss in our mouth while shouting 'ouh yes im sexy!' as loud as we can. haha!

i can't wait.

zu town.

2006-04-10T00:34:00.000+08:00

today, i went out with zu.[hey, most of my entries is about him, eh!] haha. but, what can i do? i mean, better go out with him then rot at home.

then after which, i met arrie and taufiq at town! yey. i miss them so much. so i had my dinner at long john with them and we went to the titanic and we star-gazed while drinking big gulp and oreo cookies. haha!

yes, arrie pierced and he look pretty much the same. ninjampehpakau!

stop licking my finger, asshole!

confusion hits me.

2006-04-07T14:54:00.000+08:00

you know, these few days after i met zu, i really don't know what had happen with me. i get excited/mad/happy/sad at the same time whenever i spend time with him. the problem is that im confused.

he makes me feel good about myself and he makes me happy always. and he listen to songs as same as me. he boogys/sings around like nobody busniess. which is good. what alip/kiong told me, yes yes. it's true that hes mind is weird. but i know how to take care of myself.

if i ignore him, i'm being a meanie. im such a dkfhacnuhytugh!!!

you see, he just called me and said that we shloud not hangout anymore. minutes later, he msged me to go to the band concert come this sunday. now, who is in the wrong here?

somehow i miss you-know-who.

wwe.

2006-04-06T22:48:00.000+08:00

"As reported earlier today by WWE's new Mobile Alert system, SmackDown Superstar Randy Orton has been suspended for 60 days due to unprofessional conduct."
-taken from http://www.wwe.com/inside/news/2468212

yes, randy orton is suspended from wwe for 60 days. i don't know whats the reason. cause i don't really watch tv these days. i catch up with wwe on the net. rey mysterio is the new heavyweight champion. but i heard from RandyOrtonFanz at myspace, that rey mysterio should be ashamed of himself. i wonder why.

see, i have lots of catching up to do with wwe. so far, theres no news about triple h. i think he is hardcore-ing with the superstars as usual. lol.

im eating a bucket full of fish crackers. want some?

i also wanna marry you.

2006-04-06T01:20:00.000+08:00

so yesterday i spent the night msging zu and i dreamt that we were at the zoo touching little rabbits while we were on a swimming pool slide. haha! thats total crap.

anyway, zu, if you read this, good. you're such a horny bastard. haha! i mean serious. cause i hungout with him just now and all he ever talk is about girls, bed, everything thats concern. i find it rather disgusting than funny.

show me the tattoo on your butt and sing!

he is dirty,

2006-04-05T00:51:00.000+08:00

okay im beat tired. i had cheeseburger today and i think that zu is such a lembu.

i love you, people!

long john!

2006-04-04T02:13:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 8am today. it's like a record! cause i usually wake up ard 2 in the afternoon. haha! then i tried to get back to sleep but i can't. then zu msged and thank god cause i was so bored and got nothing to do anyway.

i had lunch with maya at long johns' causeway point. then it rained and we sat at the interchange and look at people and laugh. thats the only thing we're good at. haha!

by the way, do you guys watch the simple life? i like the part where the sing 'sa-na-sa...sa-na-sa' while jumping sideways. it's really fun. you should try it.

here's something new. actually he is bloddy thin. thinner then me okay.

zu gaddrice.

i love aussie!

2006-04-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

i had lots of fun today. i went to plaza singapura with uin to catch ari wibowo on stage. haha! the crowd is full of indonesian's maids. and i was sweating like a pig and i swear i feel like moshing down there. haha! i did get to take pictures of him with my hp since my cam is dead. blah.

and i met, my ex primary school classmate, Zu Gaddrice. haha! shall not mention his full name nanti kene sepak baru padan muke aku. he has change alot. i mean from the eric cartman look alike, to a good looking aussie guy. haha! ngada-ngada. 6 years do make a difference. just like he said, 'tanam jagung dah grow banyak dah'. he's malay is worse than mine! haha!

i missed the flea market at the expo. but, theres always next time.

bishan maya.

2006-04-01T01:36:00.000+08:00

i went out with maya to bishan and we actually just walked around aimlessly. because we are boring people. i was too tired to do anything hyper.

after which, we head to causeway point. we were so bored and we decided to follow this group of girls and we laughed and laughed at them when we saw what they were wearing. those silky blue plus red top. i know it's bad to laugh at people but its fun!

i want to work. because i need to exercise. i need money. i need to buy a bass guitar. i need everything actually.

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY RANDY ORTON!!!

for the second time, i sound as if he is my bf. haha!

job not.

2006-03-31T01:36:00.000+08:00

i went job-hunting today and i failed to get any. from chua chu kang lot 1 to sun plaza and of course causeway point! haha! shall try at junction 8 tomorrow because theres lots of mini shops. okay im talking crap. hell yeah im tired.

my current favourite things at the moment are, the blood brothers, the chemical brothers, south park, cold apples and strawberry ice blend with pearl.

that was so random! haha!

job please.

2006-03-30T02:20:00.000+08:00

i got posted to lasalle-sia. school starts in mid july. there will be orientation before that. so i have like 3-4 months more to go before school starts! haha! just one thing thats making me a bit worried is that i don't, i mean i have no idea what to wear to school everyday! haha!

okay so, alip is touching up on my layouts. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! im such an ass when it comes to editing and stuff. haha!

saturday is Randy Keith Orton birthday!!! i love you! *muacks muacks*. okay thats so disgusting. haha!

first entry.

2006-03-29T13:45:00.000+08:00

this is my third time creating a blog.

as you can see, the layout is kindda shitty at the moment because i did it myself. bah. im stuck with the background. i mean i can't like have background pictures and stuff.

you know what, im starting to listen to the chemical brothers all over again! haha!